To the end. And the beginning. Join me for my last radio show on SoulsJourney tonight at 10pm EST.
“In the end is my beginning.”-T.S Elliot
Have you ever reached a point in your life where you knew that it was time to say goodbye/venture out into the unknown, even though there was no clear reason for doing so? Just a quiet, consistent knowing?
Sometimes it shows up as a whisper. Other times, the message seems to be mirrored in everything around you.
If we don’t listen, there could quite literally be a billboard above you with the very thing you need to see before you act on the inevitable. That change is about to happen. In a major way. With us at the driver’s seat. Sometimes with no guarantee of a direct route to point B. (Sometimes it’s more like Point A to Point C, then Point B1 and then back to A to get to the real B.)
I couldn’t sleep last night and so instead of giving in to monkey mind about how the brain needs X hours to function (true but not a particularly useful thought in the moment), I simply closed my eyes and channeled a message on the subject of endings. This message comes from the Hindu Goddess of Knowledge and Creativity, Sarasvati. She hangs in my living room and if you ever find yourself in a place of imbalance or confusion, she’s a wonderful Guide to call on to help you calm nerves and come back to center. To do so, just close your eyes, call her name with intention, share what you’d like her help with and then follow any guidance you receive. It may take some time but she’s very receptive.
Message for you/The collective YOU from Sarasvati:
My Big News and a Thank YOU:
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I cannot stop the tears…
I’m at place of complete loss and anxiety in life.
A little over two years ago I left my Soulmate and Best friend. We were friends/recreational (since we were 20 yrs old while at University of GA) and eventually fell deeply passionately in love.
Over the years, he went from being my partner in life to more of a care-taker as my mental illness battles took a toll on both of us. Thing is that I found my light and got control of my mental demons and I felt like he couldn’t/wouln’t see the new real me. I felt like I’d caused him sooooo much pain over the years and problems surfaces intimately, passionately, and with our communications.
I felt completely shut down by him….He could no longer be open to me.
So, Because I was (still am) soooo deeply in love with him, I ended our relationship of over 20 years. I felt that I had to “set him free of me” in order for him to find his own TRUE happiness. It was the most selfless thing that I have ever done.
Shortly after our break-up, I (thought) I had fallen for another long time friend. I know now that I just ran to this person because he was validating me and my need for emotional/passionate approval that had been missing in my previous long time relationship.
I know now that I let the latest relationship go on FARRRR tooooo long. He was controlling in an abusive way and at times physically abusive. He was in crisis with addiction when our relationship began. He/his addictions (plural)/his controlling literally caused me a complete mental breakdown. I have finally removed my blinders and see him for the dark soul that he NOW is.
I am left emotionally, mentally and financially bankrupt.
I have lost the once close ties with my biological family, my community of friends, my music family, and my sense of self and belonging that once came easily.
The worst part is that I lost soooo many close friends due to his actions. I lost my Soulmate and best friend that I spent my entire adult life being able to go to.
I am soooo filled with anxiety and regret.
I am consciously working on making amends and so far so good, except where my Soul Mate and Best Friend is concerned. I regret soooo many thing, I ache for his love and friendship, I am still in love with him. He, however, cannot find it in him to forgive me or return my many attempts to contact him!
Lost, Scared, and Soul-Broken,
All my love my Dancing Goddess!
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